It's All About I Finally found it!

It is hard to say when we talk about something that we always questions

and

Boom! It happen and you are very happy about it...

All I want to say is

For the the whole time in Melaka since semester 2

and

During the whole part 3

I wonder why and why and why

Plus

During semester three I gain most happy and bad experiences...

the bad part first

as usual people always talk...

you are nobody until people talk about you (gossip girl)

this is not about me , but us as a whole

cooperation... errr wow!

But sometimes "the new comers" actually try to find something interesting in this course and did something horrible (since I realize laaa) text people and ask whether people are talking about him/her... such a horrible MEMCAPUB question...

I own his/her question because I need it for the future.. I just want to stress that, please if you do something good, people will say something good... But if you already talk in front of the mirror and say "I talk bad to other people" so... I think you should know why other people saying something bad about you...

Just as a reminder...

My batch please.. We need to explorer everything because we need to
EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

The good things are...

I get to know most people that was very far from me before...

Not into fighting actually, but maybe we don't have time to get along...

But this time...

I find myself to get to know everybody

most are my new classmates...

everybody shows their own appearances

I'm Amaze...

But before that, I just want to say that

I'm very excited because My dream came true...

Because what I want to find in Shah Alam has became reality

I met most people and of course from other 24 Faculty and it was really great...

I wish I could tell everybody about this

I gain new spirit in Shah Alam since I met the community

So I wish to have more and more activity in Shah Alam where I can meet and cooperate with everybody

And also...

Please understand my situation and my right...

I finally found what I missed since I left school....

So I hope, there will be no restriction for me to enjoy what I found

Thank You!

:D

It's All About "Tapi Nuar Tak Der"

Tadi...

Datang awal untuk exam pertama kalinya kat DSB, tempat konvo...

pastu jumpa Talib, Tun ngan Raiha...

Cakap cakap kejap, Nalia datang...

Kita duduk bersila atas lantai...

gelak gelak

Journ, Broad ngan Advert dah skrang..

Tapi...

Nuar tak der...

Bila nak duduk macam tu lagi...

Tu jer..

TQ

Tribute to SHHZ

I know that we have the same MOHAMED and during convocation, our name stated side by side mine was 788 and yours was 789...

And at that time I thought, that we are going to sit together and talking like forever, but i'm the last person for my row, and you we're the first person for your row...

Your plan when you said "yes, ada kawan nak borak" tak kesampaian...

And also, the precious time since last 3 years with all the drama and stories, that time would be the great time or moment to spend...

But

it was not our fate to meet and spend time during that moment...

I know... during convocation, our conversation was like 2 minutes...

But it was the best moment compared if we couldn't see each other...

All I want to say, even though, we might have new experience in our life...

I think the pictures above shows that we spend great times together with roomates, classmates and coursemates... not to forget seniors and juniors.

So I hope, each memories can replace our convocation time... at least I hope...

remember,

If we still believe in fate,

we still have 2 more years to spend, with new experience

and

another convocation with the same position, but I hope to sit side by side next time...

That's all

Memories Remain

It's All ABout An Update

Well

Readers

I'm sorry for breaking my own rules...

I promise myself will update things happen around me...

But

I really need time to adapt with this new CULTURE...

So far

I think I will let go this semester soon

and

Hope it end with a good result

So before the writer (hahah) write more about his "what happen to him this sem"

I prefer to tell a story step by step

as for now...

an update of my graduation day...

:D

It's All About My white Macbook is still a legend...

I know that everybody is aware about new MACBOOK WHITE

But

I still believe that my OLD White Macbook is A Big Legend to my life..

A bit sad because of new White Macbook is changing its shape and more...

But My Old Macbook is still work with 2.4ghz processor

plus Firewire where I did my video editing right from my macbook

I still love my old macbook even though everybody is impress with the new redesigned macbook..

That's all for now..

I still love U till the end of the day..

My White Macbook

:*

It's All About Vu

Silent....

Hectic...

It's All About Snow Leopard

Sorry Lama tak update... Hehehe but I just wat to tell that it's mine!!!

It's All About Raya... Hurm...

1 Syawal menjelma

Bagaimana ingin aku bermula..???

Baiklah... bermula 1 Ramadhan... bermulanya puasa... hari demi hari berlalu tanpa aku sedari sudah beberapa hari aku berpuasa... Setiap kali aku keluar bersama Shuhada untuk berbuka puasa, perbualan yang akan keluar adalah... Mesti meriahkan raya kali ini, kita dapat berkumpul beramai ramai sekali lagi... Aku pula balas... Entahlah... Aku tak pasti kalau aku dapat beraya.. Itu yang aku cakap dan sememangnya aku sendiri tak tahu kenapa aku berkata sedemikian...

Menjelang 1 Syawal...

Aku bangun pagi, mandi dan selepas mandi.. aku tidak dapat keluar dari bilik air... perut aku tak sedap... aku ingin buang air besar, tapi aku tak dapat buang air besar... Lama juga sehinggakan keluarga aku pergi dahulu ke masjid sementara tinggalkan aku bersendirian dirumah...

Aku tidak faham dengan keadaan aku pada kali ini dan tahun ini..

Sedar tak sedar... Mak aku balik dan kejutkan aku bahawa mereka sudahpun pulang dar masjid menunaikan solat sunat hari raya aidilfitri.. Alangkah sedihnuya aku, kerana aku tidak dapat menunaikan solat sunat itu... Kerana aku tak pasti sama ada aku dapat berjumpa lagi ataupun tidak aidilfitri yang seterusnya...

Kemudiaannya, mak aku kejutkan aku, Naim Ahmad datang kerumah dia nak beraya... Tapi aku tidak turun dan akupun tidak tahu kenapa... Mujurlah dia datang bersama keluarga... Jadi mak aku melayan mak dia, dan bapak aku melayan bapak dia beserta adik beradik aku.. Aku hanya dapat mengucapkan maaf kerana aku tidak selesa dengan keadaan aku pada pagi itu..

Seterusnya, setelah pulangnya Naim, akupun mula bangun, tanpa aku duga.. kaki aku menjadi semakin sakit dan semakin capik.. Kepada sesiapa yang melihat keadaan kaki aku ni, hampir setahun aku terpaksa menanggung keadaan ini.... Ini adalah angkara kemalangan jatuh keadan longkang 4 kaki dan dan ter sembam sewaktu bermain bola tampar.. Tapi itu tak jadikan sebagai alasan.. Aku terus berjumpa doktor dan doktor cakap hanyalah urat.. Akupun tak pasti, ubat aku makan, sakit tetap ada.. tapi mungkin inilah dugaan...

Hurm sewaktu nak berjalan turun kerumah tu kaki aku sangat sakit sehinggakan aku tiada mood untuk berbuat apa apa... Aku hanya meraung dalam jiwa dan meronta ronta sambil berjalan... Sampai sahaja kebawah, semua orang tgk dan cakap kenapa capik??? akupun tak tau nak cakap apa, hanyalah sakit!!! Selepas aku duduk, makcik aku datang kepada aku... dia berkata... Wan dengan tok su tunggu hang, kenapa hang tak datang melawat@ziarah depa kali ni... wan ngan tok su sedih sangat cucu depa tak datang... Aku sedih sangat sangat... tapi apa kan daya.. bukan kehendak aku nak berbuat demikian... Aku hanya memohon kemaafan dalam hati aku sahaja...

Lepas tu kawan kawan ajak beraya, aku hanya ucapkan maaf kerana aku sangat sangat tidak ada mood untuk lakukan apa apa...

Sementara tu... Amali datang rumah aku untuk beraya, dia tanya kenapa tak pakai baju raya..??? aku cakap aku minta maaf sebab aku tak rasa aku boleh beraya.. dia pun menasihatkan aku macam macam jadi akupun bersiap sahaja seperti pakaian aku hari biasa utnuk berjumpa kawan kawan kerana mereka semua sudah berkumpul tetapi aku sorang belum sampai.. Jadi aku tak nak lah kecilkan hati mereka. akupun pergi... sesampainya disana semua orang meriah, aku shaja tidak meriah.. aku tak tau kenapa.. dalam hati aku kehilangan sesuatu.. yang aku pun tak pasti yang membuatkan aku tidak rasa apa itu raya aidilfitri... Bukan aku yang membentuk atau mendorong untuk menjadi sedemikian... Jadi aku pun menggembirakan diri seketika dengan kawan kawna... dan aku kena tegur sekali lagi.. kenapa kaki capik, kenapa tak pakai baju raya...

Aku pun tak tau nak cakap apa.. bila ramai ramai tanya sambil berseronok.. aku rasakan macam aku ni orang cacat... bukan aku nak hina orang cacat.. tapi aku sedih dihari orang bergembira, kenapa aku sakit... hati aku sangat tak tenang... dengan sakit di kaki, teringat rasa bersalah kat tok su ngan wan, macam macam lah.... Dalam gambar potret raya.. aku sorang yang paling hodoh sebab tak berbaju raya... sampai harini raya ke 3.. aku tak sentuh lansung baju raya...

Akupun tak tau nak cakap apa yang berlaku pada aku sebenarnya.. Banyak yang aku hilang dan tak dapat kembali pada syawal kali ini.. Mungkin kehilangan seseorang, sesuatu dan sebagainya dicampur dengan apa yang berlaku dipagi raya...

Entahla... Aku cuba untuk menceriakan hari hari aku, tapi aku rasakan seperti aku masih dalam sangkat bebas... Susah untuk aku gambarkan... Disebalik kemeriahan yang aku, aku kosong...

Cuma aku berharap, tiada siapa akan bertanya macam mana keadaan raya kali ini kerana aku sangat tidak gembira pada syawal kali ini.. Memang sepatutnya aku tidak perlu ceritakan keadaan yang remeh ini.. tetapi lebih baik aku ceritakan pada sahabat aku ini iaitu macbook aku ini selain daripada aku menceritakan kepada mereka yang lain kerana mungkin aku sekali lagi kena marah dan sebgainya kerana tidak menghormati hari raya..

Tapi ni lah kali pertama aku tak dapat bersembahyang raya dan ni lah kali pertama aku tidak berjalan jalan beraya bersama kawan kawna yang lain, tidak pergi reunion hari raya sekampung, tidak melawat wan ngan tok su, tidak pergi ke rumah terbuka.. hanya duduk dirumah dengan keadaan kaki aku yang tidak mengizinkan.. Hanya mampu untuk bawa kereta iaitu jadi driver untuk family aku pergi bank, pergi umah tokwa, pergi beli barang dan sebagainya.. selebihnya.. aku hanyalah kosong di hari raya ini...

Sedihnya hati ni..

Tuhan sahaja yang tahu...

P/s : Selain daripada aku, Xoul kawan akupun terpaksa beraya dihospital kerana emaknya HBP, jadi satu keluarga terpaksa beraya disana... Apepun marilah kita sama2 menadah tangan memohon doa agar emaknya cepat sembuh sekurangnya dapat lagi mereka beraya bersama sama di rumah.. :D

It's All About Reaching for the ATM Machines (I Want my LUCK!)

Nothing to tell actually since my last post within last 2 weeks...

I just want to say.. I think i've lost my GOOD LUCK this week.

I really don't know what is happening to me and what happen to my life within 2 days.

1st thing that happen in my life... In my whole life, I never did this, but I really don't know that this thing happen to me...

I slept in Mr Iddin's Management Class!

I don't know why... I feel so tired and i didn't realize that I slept until I heard Mr. Iddin sream my name to get out of the class and wash my face.

At that time, I feel so terrible because it happen for the 1st time in my life...

After class.. I really don't know who is the Internet Bergerak... Tells people that I sleep in class because when I met somebody, they ask me "sonok tido dalm kelas cik iddin??" Furthermore(chewah) those people are part 4 and part 5... I feel so bad ok!

After class in TV and Radio Presentation class.. As I know, i'm so tired but I didn't sleep in class, but the lec choose me to read the news. Well I think, other people get critics from few people, but as for me, I think more thatn 20 people were ask to give critics about my reading...

Selesai...

Today, I'm searching for teh ATM Machines.. I went to sec 7, 2, 3, 4, 6 and 9.. But I still face the probs to withdraw money.. I've try to use every single ATM machines around me.. but most of them are out of service.. I really dissapointed with my bad day...

I just want my Good Luck back!!!

TQ

It's All About Sacrifice!

In order to use ggrrrrrr SPSS..

I need to sacrifice my macbook for at least 18 days...

I really don't know if I can...

But right now, me myself made my own decision because of the SPSS installation is at the faculty, So i need to bring my Windows laptop to faculty for the reason of installing SPSS software... in order to do that, I left my Macbook alone in the dark room at home (Kedah).

I don't know if I can live without my macbook... But I give myself a try because of SPSS!

I hope someday, i'm not the one who will use it as m primary application software in life...

Thanks...

:((

It's All ABout Leopard Snow!

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